I remember it like it was yesterday
when I saw her…
The envy of every man she was…
Every one chased her no matter what in fact…
they were
willing to chase even if it meant
running through walls…
And those … who tasted her love where addicted
to its sweet sting
…
And sweet… sixteen’s who never tasted her love grew an
unquenchable thirst for it…
They itched… for her love to savor …
Moreover… those that had her before spoke of adventures with
her that where better off left untold…
They rang...
ideas in young minds which …
when mixed with a
pinch of curiosity and a dash of worldly inclination began to unfold…
Revealing evils worse than those we had
from days of old…
Her name is world…
And I had fallen for her…
When I saw her I thought a fling would be fun…
Sunny… the day I saw her…
and I thought forever it would be
so…
Because she… was promised to me like the warmth of the sun…
But when she came she smelled of death
like a bullet from a
gun…
Our love affair was over long before it begun….
She promised me a lot of things in addition to what I had…
But when it all ended I was left with this…
Cold… frozen dead beat and numb heart …
So of ice I turned…
I lost the ability to love or feel it…
And she claimed it was unintended…
But I could tell from how it ended she …
Had this all planed out it seemed like a routine…
But still young teens…
fall for her hoping for a different
outcome …
And how come!!! …
am the rule and not the exception!??…
Her reception
was different from the check out …
I remember
she was nicer…
But she left me broken…
torn lacerated fractured…
The pain was real could tell from all the fallen heart
structures…
I was tormented by bad choices
made obvious by my contusions
broken bones and fractures…
Such an actor… she convinced me she loved me ….
Now am convinced she’s something else …
Let’s call her lust…
the complete opposite of love…
I blame myself though…
I knew what love looked like …
But I ignored all signs and I settled for its look alike…
Look alive!!!
She shouted
whenever I would try to have a quiet
time with my bible …
She was jealous rude
and did not rejoice in the truth the
bible…
Was her enemy and not a friend …
My friends …
said she was never kind
but blinded by lust I
advised them…
“Never mind her, shell come around”…
But she moved around
boasting in her fortune
and rejoicing
in the misery of others …
I was bothered now …
by her inability to put others first …
it was like she thirsts to be viewed as being better than others…
And worst of all
she never dreamt of a future with me…
I was
just a pawn in her game…
Called lust…
I know her so believe me when I say…
I once dated a girl named world…
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